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BajitoBlog is a collection of writings from within my personal life and my work to build a better underground society for all members of the community who do not necessarily fit in with mainstream standards, lifestyles, behavior, etc. I believe we can be our own person, a good and peaceful person without having to conform to mainstream society. In the words of Albert Einstein, my cerebral hero, 'Del you are on the right track' - don't ever let nobody get you down...'

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Some people think i live a fascinating life although i strive to be as humble as i can. but i found that if i ever give it all up - many people would be let down and many people would give up their own personal struggle if they ever see me give up or quit. believe me i have wanted to quit my work a million times and secretly i did. i would say 'no more of this' i'm going to sneak away and start myself a new life like other people have in the real world. then i would get a letter from a kid i never even met or an inmate somewhere i didn't even know and they would tell me how wonderful it was that i was doing so much for others and because of my struggle they had turned their lives around. man i hated those letters i would say to myself MAN! I hate it! i have not gotten five minutes into my new free from the struggle life and yet if i ever did leave it - these two lives may not have ever felt some love in their lives. life is so good when you let go and let God. it took me so many years of fighting to let go and let God rule in my world. Now i just follow Him and my life is so simple i can actually say i enjoy it! :)

Thursday, September 22, 2005

MARASALVATRUCHA - MARA SALVATRUCHA - MS 13 - EL SALVADORAN GANGS

MARA SALVATRUCHA - MS 13 - SALVADORAN GANGS

WITH ALL THE PRESS ABOUT THEM - I JUST WANT TO GET THEIR REAL STORY TO THE MEDIA -

WHY SHOULD WE CALL THEM TERRORISTS IF THEY COME FROM A COUNTRY RAVAGED BY A WAR THAT THE US STARTED IN THEIR COUNTRY - AND AFTER THEY SURVIVE THE ATROCITIES THERE BE PERSECUTED BY THE US WHEN THEY COME HERE TO BEGIN THEIR LIFE IN SO CALLED FREEDOM AND HAVE THEIR CHILDREN BECOME INVOLVED WITH THE GANG VIOLENCE IN LA - LEARN FROM THE GANGS IN LA HOW TO BE PROFICIENT GANG MEMBERS AND THEN OUT OF DEFENSE FOR THEIR COUNTRY FORM A GANG AGAINST THE LA GANGS - THE MARA (MEANING GANG) SALVA (FOR SALVADOR) AND TRUCHA (WATCH OUT - TAKE COVER) - THEY KNOW THEY ARE THE MOST VIOLENT GUERRILA WARRIORS OF ALL SPANISH SPEAKING NATIONS. THEY HAD TO BE TO SURVIVE! WHY DO THEY THEN ASSASINATE THEIR VICTIMS WITH MACHETES? AND LEAVE THEIR HEADS ON PARK BENCHES? WELL FOR THEM ITS NORMAL - THEY USE MACHETES TO CLEAR THE DENSE JUNGLES IN EL SALVADOR - SO WHY WOULDN'T THEY USE THEM HERE TO KILL PEOPLE? NOT EVERYONE CAN AFFORD ASSAULT RIFLES LIKE THE THUGS IN AMERICA CAN. BUT YOU HAVE TO ADMIT THE MACHETE MADNESS HAS REALLY PUT A FOCUS ON THE GANG PROBLEM AND THE DESPERATE AND DEADLY NEED TO HAVE POLICE FORCES GET OFF THEIR PEDASTELS AND GET OUT IN THEIR COMMUNITIES AND DO SOMETHING THEY'VE NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT - COMMUNITY NETWORKING - LIASIONS - HELPING - AND PROTECTING AND SERVING WHAT THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING ANYWAY!

IF I WANT PROTECTION HERE IN DALLAS - I CALL THE GANGS TO HELP ME - NOT THE COPS - BECAUSE THE GANG UNIT HERE WON'T EVEN RETURN MY CALLS - AND NPR RECENTLY HERE TO DO A STORY ON ME AND BAJITO ONDA - SAID THEY TOLD THEM THEY ARE OFF ON THE WEEKEND - WELL I FEEL SAFER IN DALLAS KNOWING THERE IS NOBODY OF A MEASELY TEN MEMBER GANG UNIT ON DUTY TO PROTECT AND SERVE THE CITIZENS HERE - NO WONDER OUR CITY HALL IS GETTING RAIDED BY THE FBI - AND OUR CITY COUNCILI MEMBERS ARE DOING THE I NEED TO LOOK INNOCENT SHUFFLE - TILL FOUND GUILTY -

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF DALLAS IN DENIAL OF HELPING US STAY ALIVE.

IN THE FIGHT TO SAVE LIVES THE OLD FASHIONED WAY - ONE AT A TIME!

DEL HENDRIXSON
214-821-GANG

Thursday, September 08, 2005

COMPLICATED TECHNIQUES OF WORKING WITH PRISONERS

a note about last nite. i was very pleased although you may not have picked up on my 'style of working with those guys' - but it did work perfectly - very very hard fast beginning results. i'm very pleased that my 'techniques are perfecting themselves'.

the reason i wanted to 'continue my session' i started with them was to see if i could multitask with all of them - and bring them through a partial beginning 'cleansing stage'. i was amazed at how easily they took the bait and began to open up. all of them did great. if you notice i skipped around with all kinds of questions to all of them not dwelling on anything - just looking for 'mind clues' as to how i can grab onto a 'thread of commonality' - once i grab a thread i begin to 'unravel it - and getting them to talk more and more' - once they begin to talk as did robert next to you -

we got into an area he would not talk about - at least in front of others - that is a button with him - it means i need to dig into it in private with him - it is a pain button - what shifts his life back into darkness. like a button on an elevator down to the basement.

he doesn't want to go there - but i can take him there - and then that is what i call

going into their soul and looking around where their damage and pain is - and what was the key to their demise - and how to turn that key around to unlock their freedom.

he has made some inner soul discoveries himself - his lung - the ambulance - not wanting to die claustrophobically in prison - just being outside the gates is not in prison - custody is not in prison.

white boy michael was a beginning stages of robert just give him a few more years. he had the potential to ruin his life in prison.

i see inside them through their eyes - they were talking to me - the first guy who left - he was really talking to me but had to go. horrible abuse and pain in his life - drugs, you name it - most of them had killed someone - hurt many people - wrecked many lives.

but it is not a casual thing to dig that deep into them this fast - it may take weeks or months to get into their deepest core - but to soften them up was the first step.

if they walk through my doors now - once will be another step for them - emotionaly and mentally -

now they are all doubting it was really true that someone had come into their world with them and 'connected with them' - as i did.

another 'OBSERVATION' if you will was another form of technique i performed was the instant introduction of 'foreign matter' (eva) into our beginning meeting - i purposely make the setting unlike prison or structure so their defenses are temporarily down. their balance and order is knocked off center - they were not being controlled or in control - so their 'doors were cracked open' to getting to know them.

but to have you - a reporter come in and sit in on a beginning session was really a feat - i have to think about this stuff all nite to evaluate it to analyze it to carry it further.

no as i told you - i am not about programs - i'm about rescuing lost and violent persons from themselves, prison and from society and cleansing them and sending them out to live normal healthy productive happy lives with love and hope in their hearts instead of anger and violence. the reason i know - i used to be one of them.

bajito onda is a portal into their / my past world. it allows 'foreigners' to their world to enter in a non threatening, non judgemental, non confrontational manner and sort of reach out our hand and say - welcome to the other side of your life you never realized existed until now. and not to abandon or abuse them afterwards. to actually have them trust and be trusted.

although last nite was very typical of my 'style' rambling, talking, probing, retreating, finding humor, giving hope, feeding them good food - i'm sure they wondered if i was going to pray with them - not yet - still need to keep them off center - it is the beginning of a path of transitional journey for them as well as me beside me.

if you notice the hispanic guy roland - put the shirt on when he got out of the car. he immediatly associated with it - when they put that shirt on - it is as if someone 'has their back' and it comforts them.

i bet they all are wearing them today. it is like a 'rag of love' woven with the past and the future with a message from and next to their hearts from my heart. designed with love from prisoners made with love from bajito onda (all types of past lives) and given in friendship.

gotta go.

one of my guys (ramon salcido) said i write like a journalist -

actually i am a life writer from within the world in which we live and exist.

del